A child within

What’s something most people don’t know about you?

Have you ever felt a child still lives inside you?

I do. There’s a playful, curious child within me that often pops up on different occasions. Not many people notice it, but I feel it deeply—it’s a part of who I am.

Some call it childish, but I call it my inner child. I’m deeply connected to it, and I’ve come to cherish the joy it brings into my life.

The Joy of Playfulness

I’m quite playful by nature. Whenever I see children playing outdoor games, I feel an instant urge to join them—completely forgetting my age or societal expectations. I do many things simply for fun, and rarely take life too seriously. It’s in these light-hearted moments that my inner child shines the most.

A Curious Soul

One of the strongest traits of my inner child is curiosity. I love asking “why?” about almost everything.

Just last week, we stopped at a doughnut shop, and I found myself in a curious chat with the shop owner about how doughnuts are made. When I learned they were deep-fried, I was so surprised that I decided to stop eating them! It’s funny—but that’s how my mind works. Curiosity leads me down unexpected paths.

Openness and Emotional Resilience

I value openness and emotional honesty. Whether it’s admitting my mistakes or saying “sorry” first in a disagreement with my partner, I do it without hesitation.

Even when I’m upset with someone, I bounce back quickly. I can’t stay angry or moody for long. That emotional resilience, I believe, comes from the childlike purity inside me.

Honest Emotional Expression

If something bothers me, I speak up immediately. I don’t bottle up emotions or pretend to be okay when I’m not. I say it as it is, always with respect—but always with honesty.

Finding Wonder in Small Moments

I love nature. During long drives, if I spot a beautiful landscape, I’ll stop the car, get everyone out, and just soak in the moment. If I see colorful butterflies, I’ll chase them for a photo—even if I know I’ll never catch them.

When the first monsoon showers arrive after a hot summer, I rush outside to dance in the rain. My family teases me for it, but I just can’t resist the joy it brings.

Childlike, Not Childish

Some might call this behavior childish, but I see it as childlike—and there’s a big difference. Being childlike means staying open, curious, joyful, and emotionally honest, while still being responsible and emotionally mature.

Despite my playfulness, I don’t avoid responsibilities. I communicate respectfully, practice empathy, and manage my emotions during tough times. I’ve learned to pause, reflect, and respond mindfully to stressful situations.

So yes, there’s a child living inside me—but that child keeps me alive, joyful, and connected to what really matters.

Please don’t tell anyone about this secret, okay? 😉

Thanks, dear reader, for stopping by and spending a few minutes with my thoughts.

Stay happy and keep smiling.